Thursday, November 21, 2019

Oaken Box in Me



by torn banality but high chakra—our heart-raves blazing at senses racing in mid-molecules; our cultic-atomic-air-particles, so adored for living or so forgotten it aches; to come to spatial passion, so accursed for regularities, and so affected by mental residue; a burning cathedral our nuns meditated our minds pierced by margins—to sudden into euphoria at rapid ecstasy so close to one so divided by two or so cursed to abuse privileges; such ice and cubic-cultic triangles, such rectangular mystics, at yogis, plus, intense poses those lines shooting into atmospheric energies; so harnessed such a sachet our liquidity our music—if but our bodies if but awakened to sense ritual if-ness.  
       
so damned by this person or taken by essence where reality is our interior structure; but such a ghost our deeper discontent and hassling with relativism: (it was vexing and vaults opened and misty villains where measured; phantoms grew names and apparitions broke mirrors while a man was assisted by essence; this shock to feel your river this meta-sky-fire at something too irregular to speak it clearly—those chains those cedar-mental-boxes at tears to have become unknitted).   

I have understood failings while needing comfort but left to winds; wending and waxing and wailing and silent at something salient and confusing—those blue ponds those geese and nothing satisfying to pledge. we appear someway looking for solace or a palm in such resistance; as desire increases we rummage islands while plummeting into this third-brain abyss; such miracle darkness as piercing inversion while to become so bright we trip into murky swamps; these frantic feelings while framed by angst where one is sung to dynasties; those convenient allergies this otic compression at metaphysic measure; to adore what science contends or to ask about those other experiences where a mind produced its own phantasm.

I unlocked this box and granny came for dinner where signs pointed to darkness. I moved sideways and positioned a cedarchest that base drawer held a dozen keys.

it was unborn insistence a cave with essence something creating a space of irritation; if but to look at Love to feel this insurgence as it races into some manifest; our dear frustration, but it was manageable then, while now outlets are waning.

we see essence in waves we paint with existence where one might feel anger; as not from winnings, where others die, but from loses, where third-parties feel miserable; this acceptable sorrow, while winning, this irritable sorrow, while needing more; such gaps in life such forces in life where we feel uneasy and unexcited.

eyes sense their perception while listening to wall pressure where pain becomes instrumental; at a particular need while dealing our cards where some realities appear unvetted; but I speak about ghosts and phantoms or winning where others watch and feeling miserable; for sorrow becomes our challenge, our triumph, our trumpet.

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