Sunday, November 3, 2019

Dear Daughter,


It becomes those rosy petals with joy in seconds while skyglass is crawling. It becomes a daughter lightning-quick those wits those wands or castles built by spyglass. Those captivating mirrors or too young to sense nor was Love too gentle to smile. This curious adventurous soul in fetters or breaking free while re-searching deserted ceilings—those palms so delicate those ears such scrutiny as living and dying those years seeming circular. Such talk about ghettoes or cultural burdens while a Swan needs relief plus comfort; to exist in clenches or to sing so invaded at this feeling associated with dichotomies: our inveterate melodies our pantomime skies at something terrific but painful; if but to sense this discernment if but to edify with grace as musical daughter such art; this round of successes this mount so low while literary giants suffered depression—or this complaisant malaise those winds so strong while our minds are having a bit of difficulty; to desire speaking or to cherish dialogue where it must adjust in order to live effective; those gifts some possess such kantele souls while silent enough to capture a tacit whisper. Our daughter approaching another passing where flowers are deliberate and sunshine is passive; those vague cedar-cries those tales unsewn or years threaded into fulvous leaves—as depending on mercy or a casual fact where many families exist in brokenness; our masks discarded our iguanas internal plus our verbiage, chameleons. It was meteorites at guts or rockets at brains while someone was dedicated to proving his worth: this shady position forced to jump ropes while others are determined to measure humanness; plus, this essence where souls act freely as purely in earnest while at liberty to make mistakes. This web of caimans this uncouth radiation insofar as never a thought to amoral behaviors; where parrots are barking and souls are outlined while indiscretion is tucked neatly in those closets. If but to hear an argument if but to listen to un-bias reasoning if but to assert that personalities, albeit, difficultly, can be altered with diligence: in a world so damaged to have a few perfected where professionals are failing while this mirage is penetrated by keen observers. But creepers are making noises while dynasties are tested against platinum therewith resilience is not just accepted: this blanket alphabet those tailored eyes where a daughter might agree but something is left unclear. Our restless hewing our cold coffee with cakes or directness where answers must necessitate action; those blue foxes those holes in gardens or those redherrings where something pertinent is curtailed. But Love is mesmerization or concentrated reality such diamond meditation as becoming one with universal citta.

It drives home as adult entities living in something unfriendly while surrounding ourselves with something that may not challenge us. Or dealing with essence becoming a bit jaded or so for survival that we tolerate shifting ideals. This inrush of emotions this bridge unlatching or this linchpin needing some tinkering. Our indelible frustrations our caged ambitions while learning to outsoar ceiling fences. So many spells if but to fly while absorbed in sunlit chants; our beating whispers our pure fury as chaos consumes but then releases.

In deserts this trail of seeds those blossoms so secure while seemingly contrary to breath. Voltage reverberates while a heart speaks to Ananda as durable electric seers: this vest by solidarity if but to silence where realism might devastate something fabricated. Our intuition lives that pose that eye this effacement of avidya; if but to harmonize with reflection if but to sound out Aum in situations so veiled but obvious. Our days chasing golden crystals or believing in something too fantastical where some argue for pure energy.

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