Tuesday, August 11, 2020

Unfixable Skies

 

chains break or souls become liquid where minds slip into freedom. such panels so filled with shadows or undressed by succinct eyes; to have adored you while it seemed unnatural but given so less to history; as sawdust falls or meads open where dying was effervescent: our tears so desert our harmony by one thread or seams unlaced left to surrender. granny is heavy. grandpa is dizzy. while one knows the storm.     I was a new garment filled by old wine I soon burst. so addicted to Love so thrown into pits such negotiation with God. or by tough-skin or wilderness-snakes where loving is its pain its reward.     but we desire activity such moving chemistry while most women are chemic; the eucalyptus tree, those cedar underbrushes, or a canvas remaining innocent; as roads turn or cities crumble as I ask for what I’m sorry for: the damaged soul, the rubescent seed, or years becoming such distance. to give a present, one no one desires, to then ask for undying servitude.     it kills its Love. it streams sea-skies. it devastates its Love.     I drift by sullen star, as encased in madness, where a man receives what he has invested. those fluffy dreams those deeper denials or wailing over protocol: some essence in time some reason to measure partiality where some were meant to give the sentence: by gavel or distress or something we dare not mention: but a loving soul, so misperceived, while one churns over a difficult discussion.  

The Sentiment

  The Sentiment    It tends to matter—each pursuing holy armor. It leans into a desire to feel pure, clean, sacred and such. I never underst...