Wednesday, August 19, 2020

Normality Is Painful

 

we see it the quiver of a sparkle to realize we might lose—the soul of our eyes those vexing insecurities while it seems so easy. to see dazzle or rivulets such a darling personality. I hike feelings disputing rationality to find some facts quite muddy: the soul we adore, such abandonment at intervals, after something leaving no promise. as to die a smidgen or left with morose such a murky sensation. but we dispute bachelors or bachelorettes asserting selfishness, why they would save us the pain.     I still debate something precious so deliberate while it would never cause discomfort. the curse in our backpack, the mesmerization in our futons, or plain tired or distorted where it has been a long road. to have closeness or devastation or to understand another might entertain with your soul. as behaviors come out where a spouse is young-minded in such a way giddiness is a signal. a person awaits the newness or a person is accused—of something seeming inappropriate: by courage to love, by fierceness to adore, or by patience to surrender.     a person goes with the flow or determines boundaries where something might test rudiments; a person fights while feeling uneasy where resentment may form; or a preemptive strike while feeling uncertain where something has been introduced: the feeling of the savage those killing sensations until they feel natural.     we would save ourselves while running a risk where one is considered aberrant; for it is better to suffer than to appear different while ‘normality’ is often quite painful.

 

to become righteous such pain to resist or so evolved as a human. if but to die in happiness if but untainted with plumbless depth; so much a gentle complaint or a plea for certainty or at minimal a demand for honesty; our liars so into us our warmth boiling our bodies writhing; by curse or frenzy or something falling apart dying in tears. so captive to patience such unchangeable instincts while inviting something irregular; to become such a person while trying devastation where remorse becomes an old adversary. so natural to dissolve so pure at damages or surrendering to something askew. our ravished guts or sensitive bodies where a person loses access to sincerity. the lose of naturality for something addictive where it becomes gymnastics. but souls are complex where it happens suddenly, a person falls for their reflection: as gravel unfolds or minds consider eternity but reality is on its journey; the pull the ache where we know our own habits. it might come one day for those suffering as to complete a decent experience. such roaming minds such as sight never tires, or ears are ever eager to listen. if but to watch self or to consider passion while self becomes suspicious of subtleties; the person so elastic where others are mostly form but self is disgusted with itself—therefore, it accuses others while it aches in turmoil. we lose trust, easiness of mind, or we sabotage our happiness. so much it hurts, as bodies deteriorate, while we need eternity!  

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