Sunday, August 9, 2020

Often Defeat Ourselves

 

I despite myself as knowing you so cut so bandaged such cries; too much to hold, too cold to believe or too sanctified to ask God. I feel it enter so aloof to convo while acting in dimensions; an untold story the lives of many where wisdom is like gravel; as tugged by limbs or haunted by Jesus as accustomed to more mistakes. so comfortable our lies so independent as I gaze at naked flesh—the man his guts those films our wails while close enough to hear your scent; a Calvary soul or God’s hand killing pain or more those roses upchucking shame. so backyard such backwoods while it’s like we have nothing—the beauty of knowing outcomes, it never works, or it never has; a crying pity such committee salvages so many symbols where I look if but a secret that redeems. I hug our sun I spurn our moon while someone stole his breath: such beating courage, not merely one, where a man suffers his own closure. so saluted a salvo of materials while a man is undressing books: the countenance would change those eyes grew tighter the billion-dollar curse! as never by fair weather, as to permit him to smile, while a person is somewhat nasty. (but it’s perception while a person feels gigantic as multiplied in happiness; in truth, it was never an issue until it was forbidden; a man claimed a crown, implemented a title, where one is forced to work against self; indeed, give me rights, say it’s normal, endorse all concerned to live like Phoenicians; so wild such verses where most die our graves.) does the pedestal live, in absence of perfection, where rooted rain comes by its filter? I knot up those valleys while essence is restored. such familiar chants or delicate lessons so obliged to have met. but it becomes such ritual, so similar, such repetition.    

The Sentiment

  The Sentiment    It tends to matter—each pursuing holy armor. It leans into a desire to feel pure, clean, sacred and such. I never underst...