between
forces upon a spectrum we make decisions. the mind is a collage filled with
lines where understanding is barraged. it was so much heaven while we
understood where we knitted our schematics. the feeling is unlit. lions are
uncaged. we watch where we feel destroyed. so many fires or dreams such as we
would like; or many more hopes while executed where we hope to breathe. walls
are confrontational. a man studies his place in life. while we qualm over
something trivial. to what extent before it hurts or what extreme before we wail?
so close in it such depth of reason while sodden in spirit-marrow. by heart to
have survived or death to have resurrected or pain to have cherished life. so
much fluff or cotton at our minds undressed. to come so near our mistakes, to
rinse our consciences, or to feel stressed where negotiations are curt. but
crumbs or particles or rumors with truths. but emotion or fire or furious
frustration. such deficit in a person such ruthless realization while a man might
sit in mud. to desire unfeeling or something gelid if it seemed by benefit.
where dungeons are sentient or skies are deliverance or risking the unaffected
reality. by dirge or nightsong by interior or shallowness while essence is
gnawed gently. if to know certainty, as it lingers in chains, if to feel
security as more than perception.