I do by design
such radiant love such shores outlined by rainbows. such dear frustration such
raging appointment as minds flip by indecencies. those watermarks those windfalls
such alienation or raw discontent. for a man to hate you by no other reason as
but to hate your survival; or to sit through damages, where it was done
correctly, or to complain until a person gets clearance.
as winged souls
such color in us such disgust for anything siding otherwise. the anxiety of
clarity those dear problems while guts are televised.
I didn’t know she
was republican. I don’t know if times are democratic. it seems so unstable.
we are unaware or
uncertain the winds are flustered. souls are ignited. threats are palpable. we
rise to higher authority.
but over a short-ways,
up those alleys or down those streets—Love is appealing or anti-me such
suffocation in a scream. our muffled cries our steady appeals our alphabet
seeming aloof; those cold gusts those climbing demons while allegations have
become our reason for winning. our leader is our example. we do what we see.
the father is uneven.
the phantom is our
cry the wraith hath cruel humor such real assessment as it speaks: “I can never
lose. It’s against Christianity. If I lose, there is surefire a conspiracy—Always!”
I’m so critical. I
lose associates. but it never seems balanced. some people we feel. others we
see. or most often, it’s a little bit of both. souls need intimacy, as not to
perfect tetras, but more to control the rollercoaster exploit.
such marbled tenacity.
& I could never fathom, “You must deal with me! I will not be ignored!” we
play videos we cringe at emotion such deep morose rejuvenating ambition. to see
it acted out to drill our guts where such becomes an ideal: a woman such a way
or a Casanova or someone to give life to tiring determination.
by raven airwaves
by rooms or ceilings or by crystals candles or crayons. to hide our affiliation
while reasoning inside to actually suggest those deaths were circumstantial.
our mind-xylophones our brains on liquor, if but to alleviate, if but for a
second, the raging guilt!