Sunday, June 7, 2020

Soliloquy Daughter, Or Beloved Sun Lake


jeremiad pains such chorus frights or signs we purpose. it would kill something those thalassic islands such mágoa distressors. (I was frabjous early on or adrift a silent planet by reaper confusion.) so much addiction those parts as destroying something decent—exposed to skin at luxurious poolhalls so convinced the world was dying! a fuddled man a hermetic mystic or a silent advocate. such solasta thoughts wanting to adore you while hoping you would love us—or you!
            I shirk a feeling or pet a dolphin something friendly but naïve—this place in me this thread in skies where I confess an aberration: the smart man, the unhinged past, while too aplomb to claim normality. (I will share something fuddling in this space of screams, we often need to love: as some sort of protection, our innermost goombah, so taken by words we don’t fully believe in: something un-cogent seeming our needs or pampering our vanity.)
            it isn’t aeonian or so cured it can’t shatter or so cemented it shall never wear misery. it’s flexible or pliable or destined for flux, ingratitude, or praiseworthy. a person might be nice, to such nuance, until something becomes carking. such vocab as dice while it becomes augmenting or entertaining for the Sun Lake. the author feels superluminal while humbled where life is slipping our grasps. the stravage soul so desertlike in need of something to believe in, or to achieve, where a carrot should always dangle nearby.
            such mendacious acts or medicant pleading so measured by our conceptions: our implacable souls our fastidious passions where we are quite pretentious. such ostentatious theatrics seeming believable, but there is a want to adhere, to accede, to desire the root promise of the lies we hear. I am filled with ambiguities, while considered the aberration, the nemesis, the archenemy—where others have done so much more. it becomes a question, as it stirs within, What is it about this particular person?

Ceremonial

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