we have thick skin, such by virtue,
because it hurts too much. one sees this, one is troubled, so gelid so
deliberate. we disturb our women, for mother was uneasy, so women are unstable.
it couldn’t be, such needs for existence, if but its source of resistance. such
softer perfume, such nectar necks, while pure weeping. as crossing bridges, as
filthy with love, so much desire for her inescapable. as cryptic humans, a man
might love noncolor, so tender a thought made inaccessible. but such difference
such flame where a man needs to satisfy a stranger. many effaced atoms. or quadroon
infants. where perception overrides ambition. the dying fever those feral
anxieties where one exudes misunderstanding. but a dizzy man or a compassionate
freesia so cursed while faithful is but a scream: a pillar of salt for always
looking back where a man can’t treasure his mirror. so defaced such permanent
ambiguity or a stressed imperfection: mismatched, mangled, with dark mistakes
the marshy fens. an artist unraveled such starving for culture plus drugs
malign by nature. (by radical climbing or trying to look up where humans are
quite cruel.) to embellish love, or to fall easily, while wrapped in another’s
chorus: a deeper search a need for satiation or pure variety: it’s never with
ribbons it’s always in passing while it’s no longer bashful. such rough
patches, such old denims, while one becomes afflicted by multiple assessments.
an inner façade an inner charade where persistence seems like a sham. an
unfeeling laughter or public guffaw by breathless embarrassment; where one
never leaves, another is a hallway chandelier, where another is freelancing;
such by lists, or screaming signals, or controversial chaos; where questions
mean lies or a man to hate his conception in an attempt to create a deficit; so
much to untrust self, where reality needs its bloodstream, while insecurities are
countless: by lives we select, as computerizing our beliefs, but many need more
than a program: where rules are capricious, or sex is available, where
questions are taboo: to argue purity, it seems a cartoon, while magic is
necessary.
