through sober galaxies or spent by
reservoirs insomuch as cleaving to false impression. it opposes me it craves
illusion it becomes psychotic pebbles—those lights so yellow those images
deliverance while needing something indelicate—our black ceilings our brown cedarchests
at something too unstable to give a glimpse: while souls hunt or minds haunt mirrors
if but to capture God’s watchword. such its blockade so bellicose or too
indecent to carry. by underbelly behaviors while I feather intently insomuch as
to realize the swamps: our hermetic guts or what’s desired as opposed to what’s
feasible—those red carpets while everything becomes gray where we cherish
plaids: eating ambition or sensing as it dies while too much silence demands
dementia. so uncouth while behaved or so scared of ostracism while unsteady if
but screams in public or an ambulance on lawns but crazed or divided such
casual disregard nor were evenings so delicate as to unroot seduction. hearts
playing violins such sacred/soft laughter where balance was so absolute those
concrete behaviors those few dependents while tectonic plates have become too
intrusive. (Father’s Day is etching it speaks but blogs it un-graves articulate
miseries—if but more to stepfathers if but loyalty, cameras by pictures, with
sheer amazing dexterities; if true exhaustion after hours of candy where one
suffers a sugar-rush.) the balcony or balance or brilliance or peers at palaces
to pinch something inalienable as we sense it might all come to existence the
mind flaming the feeling yelling those undercurrents at under-planets so
assisted by anxieties. to need for your happiness while here might be uneasy where
selfish persons might opt in their own favor! (if distance means excitement or
distance means comfort, I then opt for the greatest chasm.) but morning is
observation this semi/quasi-alienation while looking into outstanding people—those
fair souls those literary sensations or a moment to listen to a lecturer: as a
second to disaffection or dissociation, while concerned I’m able to go into
those spaces.
