I approach emptiness while facing fullness
or fretting cessation. I have loved as akin to lilacs where petals fall. those
mauve fingers those drafted eyes while I give so much credit. if to lose in
order to locate such sweet-sounding silence; an orchid at an orchard as abused
where mother was desperate. so soft a sign, so phantom a measure, while we die
to escape—the blue sun those russet vines or a sun mahogany crescent. I have
adored images or felt it could live while a problem affects the flesh. on
borrowed currency or tragic traffic such fires flaming against ancients. the
dissonance the danger the dragon. if but to adore some part where something
cringes or salted by cinnamon eyes. such rusty cerise or aluminum frustration
as a man angry so angry! something is deceptive while looking at humility where
it’s vetted or surrendered. at love so indecently or so cured it aches while we
die if but rightness. the ought in us those morals so strong while we
pleasure in feeling like shame. garnet wine or looking at you while I never
understood the essence that drives ambition. upon a dahlia or entertaining a
geisha where she destroyed the shoji screen.
I
devastated in you. it was rose colored embarrassment. to hate so sleepy one
finds his self. our chorus in moons our desert in sun at eclipses or walking a
father’s ropes; the threads in sewing the music in sensuality our opened
memoirs!
Love
was devout or Love was smart while a person must come to terms. if but to
purchase a grey hound if but to sick him on Love while two so lost in travesty.
the gusset in bowels the fury in gusts while a man is never his expectations.
the
spar that blocks us. the sky that ignores us. or the freezing that erupts life.
so close to wild rivers, such a leopard our pains while an eagle watches
determination. to adore body to praise sexuality or to need to overwhelm. the
work in our souls the fever in our mania while Love was hypomanic. such power
with weakness such fierce lions while death proffered a contract!