I was virgin oil or raw soil a gift in
your space. it was famished or fractured or cursed. we played checkers sensing
my deficit while more estranged than levitated. those holes in me those
drillings in you while the pulsation is control: such ruby glass or fiber
windows so tragic where a soul might fumble: the constant assailing those blue
scars while becoming another person. so dismissed where presence is aggravation,
either perform or vanish. well, I can’t perform, nor audition, without a
script. the tan guilt by love or anger by sorrow at roads appearing blurry. it
was by rhythm or alarm while it wasn’t innocent; thus, a motive, a silver line,
a wretched web. such intimacy so crooked so lively. the baby was born. the
souls were sought. it looks like frustration: the cyan pavement or the dying
man where life would unsettle itself.
it
was confusing to meet multiple characters or to be expected to fit pockets. it
seemed centered or distinct where one must guess how to behave. such guessing
is labyrinth or skewed, for each response comes with shackles: no one is
normal, it’s long beyond such options, while we now define the pathology. (I
find a truth, wherein, is fact, to first dismiss as unfit determines every
interaction: no one is void, it kills us all, while the Faculty determines a
pathology in itself, for the rule is designed to discover anomalies, while
omitting self, self finds uncemented fractures.)
if
fortunate, we discover self in our mistakes, or we’re conditioned to avoid the
same error, while other blunders are awaiting us. such ants or feathers as they
tickle or bite in such an irritating fashion. we’ve seen our version, sore into
darkness, we might learn different approaches. (it is unclear in sanity that
space we seek while something must feel normal: it’s a curse, too, by cultural
consensus, while behaviors change determined by heritage: but this is our
paradigm our music our vulnerability; as to realize a deep essence in the
valley of identities, none of us can outwit everybody, for there is always one
more familiar!)
