I met
a warrior. This helmet & haven—this sensitivity.
I felt
religious, looking at sobriety, while moved by force.
Such astute
receptors, such fierce reminders, while a warrior needs womanhood; if but this
pain shrouded by warrior-hood while in private—it gets heavy. A bag of
requirements, a satchel of notes, plus, fire! To have died by color, to have
resurrected by elegance, so exquisite, so rejuvenated, as an indubitable
warrior; such surefire deaths, such rich capability, while knitting a uniform.
I was decisive—for
the spirit was aware—in those spaces we cannot see; such uncanny occurrences,
while gripped or sedated, where it becomes guessing; torture before closeness,
or anger before pleasure, or ostracism before acceptance; so cured but cursed,
while so scientific, soaring or studying subclassification; to meet like
wolves, to study such prey, while attempting to rethread mummies.
I digress;
looking into fertile fields, or pausing to eat a berry; those deep oaks or
this peek at society where pain has become mostly perfection; to dance
unnoticed, or to play pretend, while most know things they shall not mention;
not even to spouses, not even to mother, while many hold sorrow for decades;
such remarkable courage or filming at dawn if but to arrive looking at riddles;
or seduced inside by mere contemplation where it seems too real to subside.
I return at times,
to this difficult region, while mostly by attendance; those pure causations, to
become outraged, as never to unveil our participation; as to hate his guts,
where he defended his sanity, as opposed to holding it in and dying softly; as preferred
the latter, if but for image, while a woman has distressed her child; but
equality means money, where chivalry must live, despite anything challenging
its authenticity; such freedom such ruling radiance while a man is three steps
beyond his cliff.
It was amazing
into this challenge where I imagined mother was deceased. It seems so harmless,
while one is the perpetrator, to decided an appropriate response.
—but
a warrior at illumination or a core member of preservation; but inscrutable
hostility, or referrals through time, while reality is self-manufactured; to
decide an action, as to determine a response, where it benefits unsaid action;
if not this course, than something askew, where we say it’s an erroneous
response; we block humans in, this changeable variable, and we suggest—all should
behave accordingly; indeed, there are classifications, for each askew response,
they are then labeled; the ungiven response, jeopardizes the privileged response,
where the privileged response benefits the perpetrator: it becomes perceivable!—
