We fail
to agree where avenues are impasses or skies are different colors. We tend to
die this way debating addictive patterns where one is expected to participate; but
it does not matter, for participation is determined, even with feigned
nonparticipation.
Such pavement
thoughts, in an abstract sphere, while we negotiate concrete ideals; this
mountain of hemorrhoids or flowing diarrhea while we wash and laugh and search
for the fountain of youth. Such irony in post-conclusions, to fathom so
clearly, or to realize the difficulty is in us; pure nonchalance or
predetermination where it seems inevitable: those sharp shards or those sanded
shards or sequences too close to psoriasis; our existential channel, our mental
canals, while one sees the behavior; to know its source or to congratulate its
resilience while dead set against engaging its arsenal. This table of documents
this watchful screen, while agonizing over something we already know.
We need
life-responses something devoid or meditation in order to feel comfortable.
A woman meets a
man. He is fifteen-years younger. But he comes across as natural. Premeditation
is absent. Self-consciousness is absent. And he is genuinely, and without
differentials, interested in her alone. This becomes an aphrodisiac. She can’t
help but feel him. Even if she does not oblige.
It is a river with
huts alongside the circumference: those cosmic feelers, those cosmic eyes,
while a woman churns her ethics; such debated fishnets, such sunlit emotion, to
invest in something passionate; but values are lethal, or sensory lieutenants,
where possibility confronts realism.
I deviated
softly. But the condition reigns true. Where we see manipulation, we may
retreat.
How to
banish something causing both pain and knowledge?
We
mimic behaviors. It starts with our guardians. What mother and father does,
seem important!
I see vivid
pictures, such terrible pleasures, while a soul discredits itself. Such a fair
disguise, unlatched or dislodged, while a stranger tests one’s convenience. As never
the behavior, but more the deception, or better, the intentionality. As one
determines elasticity, if but to see, while one is angered knowingly. Either way,
by behavior or by pen, there will be repercussions.
