Those
crystals, those chandeliers, they burrow into planets; those reflexive mirrors
such tartar beauty such webs or sweet spears. To have adored our entity, to
have waxed with excellence, as if skies evaporate; such boiling ecstasy, or
mere adolescence, so occupied by our screams. I had never loved completely,
such frightened love—while such fearless love; our paradox, our pigeon-coop,
while such colorful peacocks. To arrive in fires to languish by agonies or so
tortured by forces! So whelmed by attraction, as if love never dies, afforded a
few contradictions. Such insoluble angst or revving insensitivities where a man
needs more control; this chest-plate by profanity, this secular/religious
insistence, if but to have soul-eyes pledging mortality. I was pitching flat-rocks
along a beach-shore when she arrived: such zenic pistons such a sensei aura
while I project something imaginative. But Kung Fu emotions or Tai Chi feelings
where it came creatively. A day to Valentine’s, a mental commercial, or an
interior brochure—to kiss our final sky or to electrocute our rising sun after
something requiring eternity. Indeed, we appear in our words, we review
something astute, while realizing greater fantasies: if but so dedicated, to
need such love, as one determined to master their career: but a silver lotus,
or lavender tulips, while symphony has laid her carpet: such yogic motion—or viola
eyes—or petunia hipbones; to reclaim the ransom or to believe by good behavior,
while forced to adjust to resistance. Those days in us such irreversible
moments while tender but strong or lost but trying! To reknit suggestions, or
to converse silently, or so courageous, undergirded by verbosity; our longing
feelings this blessed indecision while most are remaining with a vest; such as
unvested, if but to touch quince-flowers, or but to swim naked; those pillars
as held this music so partial or reservoirs of passion without completion. Our mosaic
energies our textured hearts while agony felt emphatic. (Such numbing love or
unuttered dues where beauty has refueled.)
