Wednesday, February 19, 2020

Inlet into an Interior Diary


I whisper, “Entangled sorely.” I muse over nicotine. I slam a stiff shot.

It was distinct those dealings with you: such malfunction, plus, sophistication. Those gifted insights—such riveting intellect—the shakes, the pressure, the islands!

I could never infatuate where requirements are salient or fire is internal: a series of measurements, or blue-brown eyes, while my Love is dismayed. At tragic features or resolved in nonchalance where mirrors are ass-backwards. Such eczema literature—so close to screaming, but this is inappropriate; our makeshift dialogue, such oblivious disappointment, while maddening instincts rave over inconsistencies; this battle in America, those puritan appetites, while Little Timothy developed a tumor.

I know for darker skies—while listening for softer essence, or warring a rising temperature.

They put me there—in that classroom—and they designed me there, in that office. If we met, prior to my birth, then, what is required to validate?

Each person is captured, by something foreign, unrealizing those similarities.

Quilts are laid. Those demands are quilted. While we fuss over stitching.

I was somewhere into my escapism where fury filtered; this deep mechanism, to theater our assets, to where it becomes natural: such jibbing, jiving, and jousting.

One falls sorely, where the other is reluctant, for much was required to absorb the other. This treachery this test or this treasure—where it was nice to meet you.                         I sung a melody such a chaotic voice, while hypnotized in altered states. Where something simple becomes exquisite, or something irreligious becomes worshiped; our waves or skies our souls or spirits while we haven’t decided; to see turquoise intelligence, a striking body, and/or, such rich, sullen furtiveness; a man offending by presence, or a curse he cannot see, or a blessing while avoiding mishaps;     to know but aura, or to see something lurid, while needing its appraisal.

I speak of old feelings where new feelings seem to avoid old feelings. I speak to psyches or deeper pains while it can become a bit much. To die lightly, or to resurrect harshly, while wounds leak leaving a trail of experience. But Love is different, a strong, powerful presence, where her own have received her in parts; our purpose changing, our routine smothering, while we return to our former selves; those bleeding nuances, those nuisance trampolines, insomuch, as, we have bounced enough. But Love is ironing. Every wrinkle is steamed free. And we live through objects.

Our time alone is both long and short—where we might perform an operation. Such parts or those hands while I have known this intimacy. Such warm stumbling or smaller infractions or losing where others join the parade: cider into carpets, stews into toilets, and sounds made to ban the outcasts.  

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