Tuesday, February 18, 2020

Does the Fire Start Off as Despair?


Such in-bone misery these seas of tigers or ruckus internal—those wailing caves this incredible intimacy where escape alters genetics; but fury to awaken but surrender to fall asleep while lethargic mid-afternoon; so damaged set to flame so uncured but partway sealed where thoughts are different; a fragrant sky or longing flowers to have been driven sorely.

so wronged into a petal, those leopard cries those demon seductions; so cold into summer such furious lights or caged or chained or moaning;
to lilt softly or to seize reality where wrongness is so fragile; those forces as minds entangle where one is desperate to reboot ice; gilt in sorrow, or smiling with feelings, where passion is quilted by energies;

those sonic sounds those shrouded emotions to unlock or break freedom;

if but flying or soaring while fretted or confined; such existence pangs or such childbirth where miracles come so close to reneging; so quick to pause for it loves deaths while souls are running into clinics: “This beast this killing irony this feature in crimson.”

by electricity those days to arise at normality where essence was exploring alternatives; but ruth such a woman so demanding so skeptical; such woodsmoke or such firebrand while so far from getting closer; our generational instincts, so fraught by jeopardy, while we are taught but survival; this repertoire of hostilities or this repartee of insecurities where a man is under-earth.

it takes a spirit rendezvous if but to insist while wiles are so cold; to gleam suddenly or to feel insurgence at pillars painted by strangers; at something internal, but you cannot utter—this operation so taboo. so
outwitted or so outfoxed while yet to denounce its source: (It has motion, it does not see you, but it is right there and giggling).
this
cool observer, this stream building, where you can never tell—not even mother!
so studded in mysteries so
certain by non-evidence or so low while studied like pseudo-science.

How to outrun something, or how to unbolt genetics, while after something alien: like eternal joy, especially, without boredom—or those monotonous screws; such opus fantasies, or such fabled illusions, while most are in need of structure: something breaking silence, something immutable, or something providing a good feeling: those silver streaks, a bit of immortal fire, or a personalized necklace: by brooch or garment or stability!         

PS.

    The strength to withstand the winds; a spell as it effects/affects some creature. A sudden moment filled with absolute certainty, so wro...