So
lost in you, rethinking or curious, at some typical apex; to adore a feeling,
as manic souls, while mother hates me; a man with issues or a friend in me
while we suffer innuendos; so determined, this frequent usage, where I could
never commit; such science or deaths, such fire or lies, while theology has
passed over mystics; this free-spirit, this falling essence, where Love is
treacherous; such a spin or such a need to enter covered in molasses. I met another, such dear abjection,
while we adventure to seclude; our befuddled hearts our raining trombone if but
to feel like ecstasy; but Love is aggressive and Love is fatal, where to capture
Love is a guarantee at survival; so decent in light, or Catwoman at night,
while lost or discouraged or too damn proud to relent. If terror was illegal, if it abided by rules,
while a man is huddled and cringing by imagination; those softer features that
softer spirit while so alienated from self; to die with literature or to
abolish literature where a soul in undergirded in self; our deep dark respects
as deep dark creatures while ecstasy seems late in its discoveries. I have left for Denver, so
absolute in this challenge, while a woman wishes me imprecation; but Love is
delicate but Love is crucial or a man is a miscalculation; our last mistake our
future responsibilities while after something too complete for existence; our
gavels and grains our portraits and pains to shame into life a step away from
falling. I felt affinity in you I longed to arrive in you but
truth to skies I wasn’t prepared to die with you; a soul so often where flies
are watching and indeed the fruit is rotten; this Negro inheritance, while
inheritance reneges, for there lives a color wheel. So absurd but Love
is trillions to dance where gold is viable; to sense such lasciviousness, as it
is tamed by ownership, while a stranger watches and loses insistence; a woman a
synonym, a soul as a creation, while dying was quite glorious; this painter of
words, this internal locksmith, while Love is too defined to seek broken
grammar!
