by
register at symbols to die swiftly as to resurrect—those younger dilemmas so
ashamed of inadequacies while determined to prevail.
so
confused by memories or too flawed to whisper while raining our voice; such
dewdrop mornings, or aggravated frequencies, while never such captive hearts.
I
would arrive early, those sun-born feelings, so trained to adore you. I would
talk so fairly, while initially uneven, but this was appropriate?
but canine eyes or
filtered emotion while breathing helium; so unearthed or surrendering to ghosts
as if life was rushing. this intake in self those ribbons we explore while
trying hard to impress securities; such tender rites so tribal deeper insides
to unlock something archaic.
upon
something outrageous to mistreat a creature while hoping for loyalty; or such
sap so thick into space a shapeless enduring adoration; droplets of humiliation
or misunderstood signals or to realize a lady is more advanced.
it
seems respiratory just sitting stillness while a man is nauseous.
our
ink-stained
garments
our
eyeballing bibles
where
it takes a nudge to move forward;
such
abysmal numbness looking into something by belief, our mourning but fiery joys;
that new smell, those flowery aromas at an incredible aura.
you were unknown to me
but so close to me as we realize this in passing; but a vague collage etching
into pass-standings where I was ecstatic to be used; such a pensive acre to
tread foreign lands where most ethics are abstract; something in passing, a
quaint conversation where no one is really serious.
I
have loved experience those kind but harsher years while we grow into something
we make romantic; but vapor these days or papier-mâché something as such was
done; but random feelings or rejoicing our guts where reality is dependent upon
our investment; so steadfast but pained, our wines our mishaps, as creative or
cultured creatures; to arrive in you or to sing enchantingly at something quite
human; so many wings as thrown to heaven, such yoke or yarn or damage; but fire
at water, but boiling steam, so firm in something requiring initiative.
