so
easy to adore you while alienated from you where laughter becomes sadness; in
deep retrospection, while heaving guts, eyes blurry from tears; such frantic
concerns such stimulus packages insofar as an astute distraction.
to feel you watching
while becoming responsible or realizing self-deficits; theological ideals or
philosophical medicines where something is ever missing.
I
have lived abated so lessened in life at terrible havens; such to pass gently
at a sudden voltage to imagine a Zen Artist watching; our dearest behaviors to
self-analyze as to wonder concerning our behaviors; indeed, I behave naturally
or I feel binoculars as needing approval; either/or, such delicate necessities,
such deliberate behaviors, while darkness by reapers haunts our mirrors.
I ate peanut butter with
jelly, alarmed by my senses, while something was rising intently; to adore so
emphatically, as a secret
I’ll give you: one remains unmistaken from a distance.
it
catches us this slight mistake while afforded one dance; to fly abandoned to
feathers while society is ever plucking; this fair understanding this fairer
mistaken life while a man is more than his delusions; this mental battle this
constant assessment as confined but free and living in shames; to hold your
palms to see your eyes or to love while lost to dinosaurs; but those were trees
as leaves fell while a daughter nibbled a twig.
I met a couple these rare creatures
while each underwent years of dedication.
Such intimate training while lives
are romantic to receive as giving intestines.
I
know for certain such things I can’t vet where one swoops into physics. I know
for certain this incredible ambiguity while too vague to assess concrete.
such black-faced-moons or
such tigers at suns to elope with one dearly astray—those catnip majestic(s)
this mystic secluded or one I might applaud while walking away; as curious
features so alive at moments to meet one sick and psychotic. our fever
undiagnosed our medicines for war-fragile at such indiscreet privacies; those
pavements giggling this guffaw so tender where a man would die to touch one
fatal mistake.
but I love you thinking,
this film we must endorse, while education becomes primal exclusion; so aloof
to this, where death was lively, while I complained like churning; this burning
filament this fragrant fiber accused even deceased while fire is laughing.
If
but to re-sing or to resend metals into an engagement too cryptic to attend;
our minds linking our feelings flaring into emotions where our guts are
connected.
