so
born
to expire those in-between ventures as cursed or abused or both.
such
delicate frailty so dependent upon others as our mental estates:
those forward eyes those
forward grins or determined where acting looks normal; but living souls so
vexed such volume so undervalued.
such intimate details with
angst as ruler where a man never speaks his ideals; this market of failures
that indistinct woman or this hostile blurry office; at years but anxieties so
fragile upon a star where rightness appeared insignificant; to have softer
whispers at mind-stated chaos such furious fire; so close to speaking if but to
listen boldly while something ingenious has run out of ink; this written story
this public agora or worse a man’s life becomes allegory.
such
hospitalizations
at
fair blue treason
but
needing you in order to survive;
this major husk this
tussock of atmosphere at something removed but presence; an itty bitty spider
crawling into existence while growing frantically; as we become our habits so
fixated upon perception where image is more important than God; our deeper frailties
our weakest moments while we must adjust to our behaviors; where Pain in watching
while Agony is pruning in such a rush to hush our ocean; to taste sweat upon a
winter morning to adventure into excruciating heat; wherefore, this tiny spark
as it becomes raging skies at such creative majesty.
we are softer creatures
but harassed by happenstance or too raw to socialize; our needs for others our
holy abandonments while walking tradition; where God is amoral even anti-ethics
while we are held to higher behaviors; it becomes irrational attempting
exclusivity or so proud to run into our habitats; at persons with deep
fractures as needing pure objectification where feminists are furious but
understanding; this deadzone or this firewall while insincerity punctured software;
such isolated forgiveness or this interior negotiation while God is perceived
as imaginary.
Such
fragile skies such violin clouds where tenuous frustration aches longer; our
insubstantial winnings to have dear with passion while something wasn’t so
enchanting. By courage to fly, by wilderness to feel pressure, where resistance
becomes instrumental; as one congratulates that one has a ghost where its piano
is speaking harbingers.
