We
sail into clearness as sudden upon a rainbow if but to redeem our wilderness.
Times
have sung the beloved where dreams painted images into something too vague.
an enigma to me but brackets
teasing while nothing I possess is tangible; so surreal at misery so cursed at
blessings where word-magic is mandatory; those angelic oceans at calming
seahorses while deeper into dungeons; to adore forgivingly or misused for
forgiving where one takes kindness as something lazy; this need for cruelty
this wrenching fragment while we desire something compassionate; this sagelike
ambition as it wrestles with a primitive soul while gentility gives mixed atmospheres.
I
was seeking immortality this reasoning hex while existence isn’t made that way.
We
exhaust ourselves we insert ourselves and often without permission; to explore
something peaceful to ask softly, indeed, to venture into fantasy; this
reaching element to feel that younger person while adrift or soaring at pure
whispers; those gesticulations or this sky-scream at dreamy luminosity; but a
soul so linked to souls while feeling driven away from souls.
Such
wildfire such ravishing flame to listen close enough to sense something off-course.
I
see symmetry or chaotic balance into memories formed through years; such fuel
to speak such screams as they appeal while gray-nights seem so clear; our
dearest dessert our winnowing deadzone, as winking at ourselves; to feel so
elated to have made a breakthrough where others are uninterested; this perfect
void this disconnect into emotional arithmetic.
Those
fuchsia leaves into auburn summers at wails into intellectual passports—to gallop
into those hopes, those deep feelings, while we often fret a disconnection;
those inner televisions to have closeness while jibing at our creative selves;
a fiesta of madness or abracadabra while walking naked in our mirrors;
those fastidious nightmares so embedded in our mind-bones as something horrible
and determined to ruin innocence.
It has been some time,
sipping epiphanies, re-lacing wings or deceiving this interior; realizing
compartments, or devastating self-reflection, while wondering concerning those
gardens we feed our intuitions; such a vatic surprise our fantast guts while
one might feel spotless.