so
baffled in chains so English in habits but so Africa in spirit.
if
but serious salaciousness if but tales from the crypt if but a built mare
losing for us; to die for petite alienation or casual provocative built
engines; a man with his pride or a woman dying faithfulness as accused or
dreary at such reclusive lakes.
it
was hell to watch, this irregular alarm, as she panted or died while forced to
retract; so arrogant or so wrapped in tensions while three children later Love is
banging; to remorse our guts to refilm our Nintendo at essence blown out of
sockets; this electrical Zena this old English enchant while Shakespeare sits
in longing nostalgia.
I was a pebble and Love
was a desert where persistence struck nerves; the Swim Suit Issue—such performance,
where Big Boned Women win tremendous favor; as kits waft or transmissions shift
for Love was a skinny maniac; so floored to witness, such creeks whispering, at
tears to release after years of begging; our essence bleeding our guts heaving
while Love would die to relinquish control.
I
have loved and adored women
I
have fought for mother, and as cosmic irony
I
was blessed with a daughter.
it
churns systematically it dies with fury this pensive night by atmospheres.
so
confused by instincts so concerned to fathom instincts while we are never
certain in this raindrop.
I
have lavished Love I have become attentive plus
I
ache and perish emoting her days.
I’ve
chopped steaks and buttered potatoes or uncaged lobsters.
Indeed,
I’ve loved by magic and I’ve reviewed mind plays while pain has brewed and
wheat has withered;
to
fall asleep in seashells to dust a concrete seat or to spend fifty to win a
bear;
into
roaring agony or patient reality or to fight for one afraid to break essence;
such
sweet downfall,
such
lifelong expectations,
watered
or encased in doubts;
such
heart-war, this sore in tensions, or so warm and
titillated;
at tenuous churns such robust amore while never an instance to believe
uncertainty;
a
truly
foolish
man, an ignoramus man,
or
too romantic to sense where beauty is overwhelmed.