Tuesday, April 12, 2022

Vaccines & Promises

 

too many died last year—the pestilence, the beginning of the ending; a grin for survivors, a grimace for ignorance, hearing noises inside the graves; the storm blew on, Biden left to struggle, Harris, a queen in myth, in reality, in Oakland. made an indenture, inside a crevice, we sit and vet skin; so much more, so great a miracle, many more vaccines to come. i left home at morning time, drove unto sunrise, found the last chapter might be the beginning. been losing feelings, begrudging in actions, too silent—as it plays the piccolo. it ain’t time, it is time, we need time; three steps in a holy aura, a countenance feeling familiar—i understood her silence. to exit in a valley, to jump on a horse, many seals to read. dreaded. restricted. respected. loathed for the forced hand. loved. ashes on the table. bone and gristle. sweet passion between cultures. wouldn’t have us. so enthralled by spirits. left to see—the pain erupts in passing. too much metallic iron, too little cushion, to then ask—How has he become a monster? many exude resilience, carry a pessimistic/cynical attitude, most can’t fathom the deeper experiences—as they ruin goodness, make edges round, in a dismissive manner; to read theories—delineating pain and origin, debating from a distance, stating hand’s-off solutions. (we see one truth, if we might forget ourselves, we might be able to heal ourselves.)       

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