Monday, April 18, 2022

Heaving in Sweat

 

it’s been a rough ride, the sails bleed, the ocean is overwhelmed—gods fought, angels died, believing in something is lethal; dewdrops beat me, rain pours in, the price of the Negro; years passing, blocks grieving, the skeleton walking—running through like orphans, waging war on the mirrors, wiped my eyes and wailed into buckets; the vomit became light, the land bled with Jesus, and we wheeze NY California.     it’s been shame, graces, and redemption. magazines speaking the ghost towns, the haunted person, a soul is up against himself; the grip of healing, the wealth of cringing, to see a moment shift with belief. couldn’t figure an overdose. she’d been at it so long. the accidental might be deliberate. a tear dropped, to wash palms, what happened in that garden? re-shelfing faith, scraping ink-diamonds, reserved for the last trumpet. mental cabinets, flooded with pictures, dripping into a weeping tank—the fire is a portrait, like weaving over tales, big crack in the 80’s. families wiped out, eyes dreading life, the addict beats his mind. seated, laid out, in a cedarchest—and buried in forgiveness. sweating fluids, purple corn drops, like music is understood; so moved by chirps and heaving.   

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