Wednesday, April 13, 2022

Pain Exercises Beauty

 

higher in soul, upon a florescent dahlia, trailing after a snail. wondering if flowers ache, if roses are eternal, if the switchboards are awry. debating morning wine, asked specifically, listening to something over there. if to put reality clear, she wasn’t redeemed until the weakness came, and she will always assert her value, my insignificance, and search for an entrance. if to debilitate the monster, if to humble the priest, if to cancel the inner flicker. found in an instance, and carrying a torch, such a song in souls. the illusion for the young, is disillusion for adults, trying to reattain that old innocence. fantastic thoughts, of tropic birds, courage to fly, and eagles racing, moving through time, invading spaces. old caiman hats, dinosaur DNA, seeming uneasy and studied; fluting habits, a lute to intentions, floating inside of memories.     was told a story, about an inner spirit, so much chasing through fields of lilacs. seeking specific reality; negotiating the value and sin and hell associated with happiness; and listening for kibitz of sophistry. more interested in nuns and essence and monasteries—if to insist on goodness, with vileness chasing after our imprints.     hearing internality, ciphering through opinions, each thought weakened by its oxymoron; senselessness, unstudied agendas, a life given to something with pain.

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