Sunday, April 10, 2022

Aging Is Talkative

 

the magazine seemed busy. the colors were talkative, endless, and a spark appeared. feeling my concentration, we become a couple, like platonic friends. life kept moving. it closely included me. it could have forgotten me. needing precision, the last trumpet sounding, or fretting inactivity. some strong force, cascading into me, an ethereal waterfall. something talking to me, asking questions, remaining silent—no rebuttals, so iridescent, uncalm calmness; a chase through time, too many dying, attempting to do as others; pure anger inside, too cloudy, nebulous, looking for quickness—the green soul, in a black essence, feeling as if the white light—as it might cleanse, an appetite for specialty, sunk into dusty ashes. changed in a blink, called into the skies, body refurbished—to whom can receive it? feeling, shining, a glow—and Love died for me, and Love lived in me, a split second! a mind-frame is the mind-flame as we walk into catacombs; candles, myrrh, herbs for embalming—oils, ashes, wax for sealing; evil eyes, compassionate palms, mercy, left to a decent miracle; passion in welts, needing physicality, clothed in dust and dirt. reborn as testimony, running out of time, the failings are talkative.      

I’d Save The Reader Years

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