Wednesday, April 20, 2022

Grandfather Clocks With Eyes

 

i know for vipers, an incredible fiend, much endless matrimony.

 

sanctioned cycles, motor-mobility, a fragile atmosphere—the undertaker.

 

filming remorse, an online horse, certain silence.

 

cursed for deaths, breeding lives, cut into flesh.

 

current horses, present rabbits, and rabid eyes: yogis watching, daughters at birth, brains conscious and grieving.

 

i sipped Jesus, i ate his intestines, i lost while grieving with more anguish—religious suffering.

 

blanketed with exhaustion, the miracle mansion, thoughts infringing on personhood.

 

love is afar, bars made resilient, and rusty static: to dance most sinful, cursed by goodness, here in my dreams.

 

the theologian. the raft leaking. elephants and whales!

 

the gut feeling, raw destruction, many parents trying harder.

 

ruined by passions, damaged by fortune, thereto, the diary is just the beginning.

 

i thought about pain, the adolescent, so close he dreams: ironic love, concerning the ache, at deeper memories.

 

i couldn’t love back when, a stranger of souls, hearing venom, tasting lies.

 

the perfect father. have they created the perfect father? better: the perfect mother, does she exist, will souls allow for perfection?

 

casual thoughts, dormant by ages, spilt milk and terrors.

 

the velvet rug, an inner season, such reckless abandonment.

 

mystics soaring, filled with trepidation, much baffling awe.

 

sweet remarkable tears, a need for normality, all souls become frenzied.

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