Friday, April 29, 2022

Disordering Order

 

chasing fevers, needing solace, aside fated glances;

to have breath in error, if to love again.

            it was passive attraction

            it never sung with pains

            in volume and anger and rain.

leafy lawns, petal moisture, earth veins.

sawing at tenets, piecing points together

most ironic we must say, gods are removed

from morals—as to behave according to

apologies.

            most gray skies, endless beliefs, sound made

            immortal.

talkative happiness, before it meant its journey, days

filled with silence.

            inside of essence, compared to church, we

            have contradiction and violence.

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