I need to voice on
love, the mechanism bleeding, the future we must predict. those black pits in
black penchants so pensive longing for a glance. water made burgundy those
trees screaming or a squirrel asking for nuts. I like tarrying I adore bodies
as we collide in aggression. an immortal, bled by a sink, our ritual going
extreme.
I don’t need
chaste but pure, in one sense, core honesty. I realize something as in its
blankets, we often run a gambit. those rooms mean nothing, but they mean so
much, while we count our heart-pieces. I made collar I made priest I became a whipping
lash – some lie thought craving her intestines while begging for an angel.
I need euphoria
but I need not euphoria, it’s a core contradiction. so torn apart as barely
surviving, on edges or fringes as born to die. many have shattered all I believe
as a soul lusting for clarity. it seemed so easy, they do it yearly, they never
contemplate those fires.
many vicissitudes
aside a magazine, fiending for some attraction. if to live with you, if to
smell you, if to know when things are right; a savior in you a woman screaming
a log out back. so hurt to know you, so realized in you, I side with you
instead of looking for Ms. Perfect.
next to a freesia
near a nemesia stands a small face. this is our child our wilderness our bodies
collapsing in pain. many gates as walls, so intermit with anguish, sour pride. I
see carpet grains I thumb the shag I smell footprints. a little tai chi, or
more kung fu, seated face-to-face in an armchair. crying our disappointments,
regulated to our hopes, with riches before us.
down a river up a
stream close to darkness – a black moon a neat forgiveness, but much hasn’t
changed.
pull me through.
so shredded asunder. those rays must come from deliverance.
a glow a magnet
such unreality making passion.
more rapping(s)
more make-believe we hate when a person might see us.
or relishing eyes,
hoping on a savior, while many are standing at the front door. a miracle in
terrors, a fret is design, I must select as best in tortures.
