it awakens me soft
voltage cheetah sparks. those lies are tender such cinnamon eyes those kisses
can’t describe us – loud language, coarse bones, deeper gristle. you strike me,
so gorgeous at a second, so wrung at moments. underwater breathing or high
mountain skiing so up for science. I often look I often close my eyes I listen to
plans sounding like wishes. you might remember me, a bright soul, an ignorant
wizard. much contradiction much winning with loses so colossal. but you were
riches feeling like loses, it’s never as fulfilling as a first whiff. so great
an eyeopener so treasured a mistake, we look for people to complete ecstasy.
the table is a crime the chair is aloof those papers have nothing to do with
scenes. mental filmmakers, violet essence so dear to what never occurred. I never
got close. I never tried. it came as an aftermath. the geometry of losing the
math of a life ruined or musicality in something right near the surface. maybe
denims a blouse a pair of New Balance; something delicate, something nonchalant,
made purring in its time. maybe unsteady maybe suited maybe laughing in
silence. maybe an old photo atop an older dream while we desire more our
anticipation. to find energy someone able surety in fire. to want it back those
long applauses those intimate vulnerabilities. or seated with rain as it drips
down faces while strays surround for kibbles. the plight of the hummingbird the
glory of primates our dearest desperation to outwit Divinity. you see immortality as becoming pure
energy to zip from islands to seas – to make location to preside in a daughter
to push for excellence. too much a giant, those intimidating eyes, while collapsing
into a lover’s miracle. mixed by unmixed, doubts become surety, perceptions
remain obscure; so much a shout into human shelter around a state giving so
little. some crime to adore or to shower or to say an apology; walking
backwards, reversing time, sweet opportunities we can’t sustain. it’s said in
private, sheer sexual addiction, most of what we depend upon. so much nausea so
cooked where opinions are thawing gently.
