I have lost touch—with
something seemingly painful—by ways of simplicity. by a calming mantra or
caution of a stranger, many are heaving for properties. I can’t assert but what
I experience, like knowledge of self— undiluted knowledge, becomes
understanding of others. science stands aloof, or promise isn’t keen, at lenience
for those thoughts. I separate laundry, aside a pool, where each thought
becomes a frog—leaping into me or sprawled upon concrete where others see
inactivity. too many thoughts on market too little black & white while too
much grayness seems inarticulate. I have an issue probing atmosphere arriving after
noon neat in a basket of Skittles. so many inconsistencies. a person will ask
you to overlook them. we ask in return for promise: of light or articulate
dungeons of time & space & character. I swim to us, an average anxiety,
a bit more developed than those waiting. the lobby is jammed tight. the balcony
is posing a problem. & the doctor is set to arrive later. so much in
artistic or autistic or coughing up existence. fluids trickles or splatters
many are losing their composure. a man can’t say many things, but a woman might
reproach self, where others are most receptive. we know there’s a problem, a
huge, mean ass elephant, so damn pink it’s nearly unsighted anguish. we pretend
too much. we fail our friendships. if one is suffering, we should speak a
little. it becomes pontification, unless, it comes from one instated—as to
speak freely, as to dance gently, with minds accepting their position. I have said
nothing, I often don’t, we’re looking for some creative techniques: like ancient
apples have held haven in attempt to annihilate our perception. or pain as
happiness has become terrific suffering (a deep secret). we must dislike
ourselves to redeem ourselves, while leaders are most affluent. by barrows of
laughter, by barren longevity, with eyes beating through lenses. too much to
say too little while so little has said so much. I will walk away from one,
loving as we try, so whelmed by losing inner honesty.
