catch me eating fries looking at a gaze
watching how we behave. the pain is liquid a drink for a hamster a flame for
anger – the demon got free. caged in a cave the year bleeding our officers
disgusted – the wicked fury those teary eyes a woman holding her leaking son.
we elude at times we escape at moments we grieve like seething. so unaffected
by peace so hectic in a struggle while love is up for debate; it means
differences it screams while it freezes too long to make tolerance. a praise in
fires a blast by faces a case last year on a ride. I paid alms I gave tithes I was
filled with Mysterium. she made the problem list she made the lustful list it
can’t be tamed – so we accept fury we feel corrupt while adoring the few drops I
get. an emphatic sparkle as it falls water filling his baptism. I disappeared
it was years I was parts and pieces in segments what the hell could I give?
filled with fatigue asking her soul while tripping in a vacuum. most at caution
most seeking pardons most eating teargas. I traded spirit for a dominion those
parks those animals those fierce beginnings. a soul at a life sentence. we sit
in membrance. I nut the fuck out. no one fathoms no one skates no one heard his
mother dying. distressed affection, those sky blues those concrete abstracts.
so much contradiction so many oxymorons while momma pushed into a potential
monster. I weaned early I laughed quickly it was funny before it rained.
I hemp scruples we face a conundrum
how to add ethics – this ought-fire those moral spaces while it hurts most are
amoral – I do what I did, I neglect my war I forfeit my art. I held an ankh I drifted
to roots I screamed ‘til neighbors complained. so paranormal lately. her honor
means more lately. I was able to get a little distance lately. cosmic essence,
ghetto music, while Love is a butterfly. a big delusion for me a freedom by
fate for me a walk where humility baptizes guts.
the sunshine bleeding our morals
compromised while I need power to reach the youth. an illusion in this a pain
in this a caprice nature in this.
