I was
a problem I mastered concrete I became abstract – thoughts in guts foreign
issues alone in skin a trend to hate us. I was addicted I hit miseries I sauce
doing ninety down Rosecrans. a mental plague a vague casket I slept at a cemetery.
a ghost by a pillow a blanket as a wraith it gets senseless the way we hate
each other. have we heard, the latest debate, we wonder if all have a right to Breathe?
a lady died my eyes screamed I feel like a damn angelic demon – so much so many
crypts the tomb came home those walls laugh at dreams. I can’t finish it, it fucks
me up, I write wiping our souls become monsters. I hear you I’m coming for you I
pulled a rescue mission – I died. I kept a promise like hell on beads, I met
Beelzebub. I was streets I was ghetto I was everything they hated. a demonic
word a choice we make – Have you met one without sanity?
ocean salt, protests all Downtown, a
bunch of souls screaming at Jesus. I beg yelling please held down can’t fucking
Breathe. blamed for everything, no accountability, while she lives killing
mine. so blind so crucial we have nothing against being wrong.
we hated reason we hated logic it
meant we hated being incorrect. I must accept you I must pride your alphabet –
many are wailing against colleges.
I made a candle I valved some oils, I
aromatized incenses. I looked at trillions I prayed for zillions I knew it
required on a different soil. an oak tree, a cypress curse, running like
desperation – hit a jungle mashed an orison, or morose so close it’s in your
eyes.
How many died? How was it not
important? How would we respond to zero leniency? logic takes a toll, the pill
is a mountain, lastly, many might not listen to reasoning. raw fear!
