we pour into
children we mask problems we love mother – the parade of bones the skeleton
crumbling a soul is made elastic. so grim so much rain the nation is pluvial.
it gets to a space it clanks like iron while many need family. a table of
smocks a collar str8 abuse a kid running like freedom. a bleeding sin a bloody
mess while seated at a prayer. so lost, Jesus, so found, Jehovah, a glass of
tears. to swallow a nightmare to eat a tiger as so many swamp mayflies. a
deadman a gut-feud so at you for guidance. I loved like a fool I needed like a
child I nursed like a baby. my database is frowned up, my aches are
indeliberate, such fumes in an old school Caprice. I walk squares I see palm
trees I eat gravel
– so torn so
abused like ghetto fusion. I was lost I said, I was found like an artifact, I
grilled a chicken.
the ghosts are
angry something at my mind, I was leveled for death. a truck swooped as looking
for interior while too manic to fret a real problem. granny needed a ritual her
soul was yearning it took 12 months. a kiss in spirit, couldn’t open his eyes,
so aglow like a palladium.
more a doorjamb in
a courtyard while turkeys are making aggression.
(tell
pain. grit rain. concrete on alert.) much a bad place so immaterial, a cherry
bleeding gas. a miracle a matchbox like fury in Yahweh. at a podium or gunning
into a church, the preacher died with a mistress. we myth on each other, we
love humans, we hate human activity. a person on spectacle, acting in loudness,
proclaiming what he would never do. a field of memories a rite in ghettoes much
time to sense a lie.
I dipped a
cigarette, I was embalmed, I measured with an elephant. I smoked cigarettes I
drank poison I woke up in a straightjacket.
we’re
at our bottom, they drive us through, I’m 15 in a Jaguar. I ate Eucharist I
sinned for goodness, I lied for Easter.
like a Holocaust I
felt despondent I can only imagine when death is the only option.
