we
need assessment or understanding or reach. I need you to meet me, as opposed to
me meeting you, it centers around me. such seabirds such functionality—while I can’t
be influenced. so rough a patch such mirrors in a den so many lion-alligators.
a griffin in tales a human riddle or a remarkable woman. sentences leave much
in debate. I wonder while walking. I see such confusion, such room for clarity.
you gave me x, I received adolescence, it was a visceral experience. (I met a
soul. she was repulsed. I hadn’t done much. I met another. we met with
friction. she said I was too confident.) how has it become so much in dice
where discomfort means the other is wrong? so subtle in dynamite such a curse
in blood while a man is traveling his road. those maps are old. they don’t
display back travels. I desire something up to date. “Such a hassle. So much a
problem. While I can never hear him.” I met a woman, some rare thinker. she got
under my helmet. we dance at times, something filled with feelings, while I ache
for going silent. those troubled skies—those grounds couching up roots—or to
see a sunflower growing in concrete cracks. a man to his studies a woman to her
legacy while both are dissatisfied. we need assessment or understanding or
reach. she reminds me of emotion, such razor depth commotion, while seeing her
is uncomfortable. so much a confession where it hurts deeply, for something is
understated; by friction in waves by caves in understanding as to realize we
have a right to our feelings. to sell autonomy while vying autonomy where
egalitarians must respect one’s freedoms. petals to soil. sap to bark. ants
running wildly once disturbed. so diligent so careful so cautious! it becomes
its elements it becomes caustic it defends self when no one is around. it
argues inside it laughs in private it’s literally too evolved—for earth or work
or spouse! (she becomes childlike when feeling insecure, so adorable, I forget
she’s totally devious. I then get angry where manipulation is loud but I take
pride in seeing, nonetheless.)