I try harder while going low such terrific
alienation. saws breaking, swords
clashing, sparks flying. upon a
mantis at a funeral to hold a mirror seeing confetti. too dark for dinner too remote for practice
at guts tunneling intestines. such seasickness such tumbleweeds where mother
hung by a cliff. by nausea by screams
by interior demons. so causeless with a cause as delirious a charm. at first sight so rabid inside while
needing like church bells. a phobia
for joy a glance at pain while seducing melancholia. the bathhouse is bleeding the tepee is
yelling a man needs his concentration.
so Tibetan or so India while so ashamed. the
way it hurts is the way it tenders where adoring Love was pathetic. such cuts
in spirit such raw steaks while thawing out infinity. a chafe thigh a real dilemma such
dread in a diamond … those bloody diamonds this Covid-19 or such ash from
California fires. by oxygen to muse
by wolves to abandon where one says something triggering its lengths.
I met her while tripping, I saw a little
maniac, so close the bone trembled. such a rickshaw soul as carrying too much
while humans have become horses. a pound or wheat, a whale laughing or guts
inside into bottomless. such hardwood or a coppice of dyes while Love was a
gadfly. those pictographs, I re-sorted
them, why Love in every invisibility?
the knucklebone the blood curtains or
draperies into science; a magic man a grim phantom where adoring others was
terminal. by signature trauma, by gut roots while raiding old feelings. the box
grieving a cedarchest with pictures an old agony floating while giggling. a
grin in dying a woman much life, to need a piece of her brilliance; but never a
felt second never a ruby glass but shards digging into helium bones. such
lighted justice, by sheer intentionality, while revenge is orange chocolate. often—we mis-think traffic, to arise as a
hero, where Love saw a little boy. such seesaws such alarming kenisic(s) such
polished falderal!
