Wednesday, December 30, 2020

Hard to Receive Outskirts

 

being goofy is normal. feeling insecure is normal. many expect these elements. I walk further, I see a cliff, I leap—such flapping such feathers such spread’d wings. so at her side so pathological while nurturing some interior wound; to guide self, to administer research as a soul indebted to sorrows. by beauty of dying by richness in wounds or passion in suffering; to need desperately to hold like living by sin to ruin perception.

            over a Smirnoff or under a cigar to hit life rolling our dice. to rethink on happiness or to silence a thought while days consist of fulltime maintenance. too much reading or too little satisfaction while sure against pleading for particulars. indeed, the gospel of interiority or those namaste mansions while two people might vibrate for hours. Love was naked. her gown slipped. a man has favor in helium. too uncured to revive or such a path in valleys while we trekked three alleys; to arrive in patience or to see something outlandish, it never surprises where indecency might appear. but a softer spot a dear phantom while angling for insightfulness.

            it wouldn’t survive, in pure blizzards, while most are claiming lieutenant.

            I drift into a soul someone I met while sudden into recognition. those sagic wars some person inside where Luther was adamant.

            Love angered her-self to distortion of her mantels to realization of her stature.

            I misunderstood essence it was life so far into a panic—those blinds those nearby curtains, where a child looked for visitors. an inner chairwoman such interior business while most deny their importance—this too is expected.

            I passed a church. I entered, said a prayer, and gazed into those wicks burning—as surrounded by wax. I thought of Descartes; I wondered by way of passivity; we often dispute our academia as a means to status—as opposed to true wrinkles.    

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    The strength to withstand the winds; a spell as it effects/affects some creature. A sudden moment filled with absolute certainty, so wro...