I was mad alive some bottomless pit while
incorrect concerning whereabouts. the lies we sell self the mistaken sperm, but
a child was born. some problem some miracle while life was sealed in its
direction. a twilight monster a grim silence as accursed for something in
parents. such parasitical elements such marvelous lies or such ghetto
orientations. but water cousins to grope bricks aside a hatchet wrench. so
remorseful so evident sure truth in a cigar. deep sea jellies, or fangtooth
resistance while unless on camera, I never did it. such electric glimpses such
rude determination, while one might sell a false portrait. at sublime
wilderness or rhapsodic lovemaking where it meant the hour it lasted. (I woke up to clean up while some
things are a bit indelicate.)
sweet cadence those eyes such a
revelation. certain apocrypha certain alienation with gavels at his future. so
dim but chaste so burnished but unpolished as a man seated at the portico. the
measure of its museum the theology of its pastor so devout to something
benefiting us; to taste a crush to lose particles while so flamboyant with
other’s money. by zeal of its halo by debt of its unphysical so graven into a
situation—those cornfields those cotton dungeons while so many years at negotiations.
such a cloven favor so detached where she doesn’t hear a damn thing! something
lost a favored tongue as he spent hours discrediting a man with lies. so mad at us so delirious with
feelings so accepting it aches. marbles fumbling saws re-stitched or sadness so
intimate. a man wants perfection his ego a giant where something strange takes
its course. I bend the margins, I expect Sunday dinner, plus, a neat,
respectable home. some exchange, some monster, so alive for a second in time.
our moods our anxieties our catatonic moments. to know idiosyncrasies to adjust
to a person (aside for six perfect hours a week). such mad souls such purposed
joys while angered one failed to try harder. so fused by our carnival such a
picture of cartoons so much a flying mistake. to look for dedication to charm
where one knows nothing of the parents.
