Tuesday, May 17, 2022

The Maze Is a Hairpin

 

do regard composure, living medieval years, dreaming as souls do. so much a need for justice in a well of histories, so aligned, so different. many tales of silence. many childhood silhouettes. rather a soul isn’t homesick. sundown cigarettes. superficial meaningfulness. most vie for freedoms, a few vulgarities, with a drive for purity. if to atone—feeling exchanged, like persons reborn. maybe without a voice, maybe a box in a vox, a song with a distinct melody. like unsure souls, searching for certainty, gripping, grasping, grappling with existence; the yoke of the dreamer, the spirit stoic, hassling with sugary sins.     you know the crucible. you have measured pressure, passion, pain—torn by terror, aloof, filled with angst.     so much sunshine, like a sunburst, life becomes method memories.     you own myriad mirrors, fret impassive compassion, looking to overthrow an ageless ego.     so numb at moments, too much medicine, one more parental gift.     you have studied monads, irreducible parts, with no belief in their reality.     you feel heavy—invisible matter—so many differences in beliefs—so many perceived reservoirs; like with symmetry, an asymmetrical life, contradiction meaning more than clarity, if to live a life with hidden designs: a complete and partial labyrinth.      

I’d Save The Reader Years

    The beat becomes sickness. A long crucible—a drilling ecstasy. I was losing focus, feeling forbidden, if to self, if to mirrors. So curs...