Sunday, May 29, 2022

Fretting Addiction

 

Walking into the dungeon zone. It’s been a long morning. Tried to love her. She was sickened, hated my guts, hated my father—and I look like pops. The danger zone, the answer we gave, it calmed the apparent. Believing in sanity—it helps like hell, asked her—her real name—the spirit inside, that inner woman, the baptized soul, and given fire—the Ghost’s child. She looks like royalty—often treated with disdain—a soul is late in his horizon. The morning has been long—getting to the material—contemplating old professors—wondering about what we share. The last few years—a man growing, an American Politic; drinking like a fish, just slowed down, mother kept popping up; those terrors, the absent sun, the angel beating his wife—the game inside, the dead brother, the other followed—big bricks, a few problems, laughing and shedding more scales. Feeling like Judah, living like Levites, at a question about the vegetation, the Hittites, the Canaanites: If I’m coming after what you have accomplished, as a new Promise, Were you here first?     Back when, a cigarette hanging, stabbing through ghosts, seeing visions, like a fool on his pedigree.     Seas inside, the waves carrying roses, the ships ignoring sirens; as a younger spirit those cries, gaining age these frequencies, fretting the love a man might have for an addiction.     

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