Tuesday, May 10, 2022

Reading You Forever

 

the pages flip, life as an invisible creature, with spots of interests; a feeling with definition, with nothing left, sinning against an inward person. communication against one long deceased, scenarios deeper inside, defending self too late. longing for freedom, sensing in the cycle, we might leave others with traumas—despite, intention.     thoughts capture images. the faces are many. so sure it was deliberate pain.     a soul must cleanse—truly get deeper inside—to clear out debris, the absent self, the passive suffering.     we might hide—behind library brains—if lucky, some healing might ensue—more passivity.     some softer touch as younger souls; it means so much to know with patience—the tides are different, haven’t been here, everything is new … the feeling of love, before a jaded fretting, desiring forceful excellence … we call it passion.     nothing left, as calling it mine, while it reaches incessantly; so satisfied—during exchanges, so worthy, it begins to ache. to have adored characteristics, upon cherishing traits, bodies disputing captivity … or … so madly at passion, so deeply conveyed, comporting according to satiation—the love of skies, the permanence of the feeling, the granite vows. to die in essence, to drink emotion, to read one another from clear across the room.

I’d Save The Reader Years

    The beat becomes sickness. A long crucible—a drilling ecstasy. I was losing focus, feeling forbidden, if to self, if to mirrors. So curs...