Sunday, October 20, 2019

When Pain is Good!


While radiant igloos we deconstruct love at feelings such texture but New Age; this Fifth World this space so intricate our lives becoming our contemporaries; to listen more those ropes to encounter those attitudes to shift and churn in a few minutes; so much of you sectioned in sentiments abused by something incomplete; those Jewish caves those hibiscus and mandrakes or so beloved Rachel has reknitted red strings; but nightmares are friends, disgusts with new life, and tender glass shards pierce into our sociality; so much never to meet you, or casual a scene at night, so thrown away by promise; our shifts that second feeling like winners given to atmosphere; this crazed level those tombic bowties or uncanny and split in pairs; our brains at evidence our emotion at tug-of-war and too close to actually feel this stranger; as all I see, but beauty and rain, while an avalanche has rehashed into a volcano; cursed for Adam this unfair inheritance while we sense something required; but Love is deeper eyes, richer sophistication or too crooked as a straight line; those rubric creatures so prepped for sociality but a tint of something mastered; our bubbling clichés while addressed finally to demand that poets present humanity; so mailed to me this talkative furnace those ashes made for Wednesdays; but passion appeared in ice and Love was pure evidence where eying or dying or resurrecting. Those interior inconsistencies in this consistent rehearsal our stages becoming our morning mirrors; at so few miracles this incision into existence or so familiar we make our moments; those conscious decisions to hold for dearer tragedy rereading something losing its appellation; this misnomer hostility this mis-channeled adrenaline while so frustrated we haven’t acted according to an expectation; bats sitting but peeking, aye-ayes debating love letters, or lemur eyes pouting with deeper clarity; this woman in red, or this professor in blue, or this psych in denims; our womanly collars, our feminine feelings, so casual about chaos; assailing our artists, or gathering grasshoppers, so religious but secular; as reaching for fire to thirst again those waters in pure hectic turmoil; as a dearer creature splayed in eight dimensions while existing this Forth World; those torturing kilns those avenue cypress or those knotted and knitted gnat wars; so there in seconds or too pure to believe or so low belief is all we rummage. This tinge by affection those curly nouns or so involved with mystery life is passing over miracles; such acute acreage, such anatomic alertness, at language appointed by misery; those refilmed seconds so into another fury as demanding accountability; such responsible lovers such cured deliveries as disappointed to die for particular flame wars; our senses separated so attuned to sanctions at tears bubbling with acidic pains; while devastated by ravishing candy or demonic a feeling screaming for mercy at some terrific person acting our parts; those hazel wagons those sable lieutenants as rushed into this cannibalistic prose-harbinger.

I felt more observant than that immediate fuss where reality loses its grip and enslavement; that place we throw to silence those wolves we unleash our souls becoming ravenous; such scented accents or radiant confusion to throw bodies to dungeons; this place about blissful tragedy those fires underground while we’ve yet to speak but screaming our good-mornings; such atmospheric physics our under-heart resonance insomuch as flying for feelings but frantic; a bit to rectangular silence, a tale about hexagrams and pentagrams and threshing too deep to recover; those delirious cries those apples seeming insecure or this fruitage warfare. In fears of you or so unwrapped by you where it felt honor to become one with you; our lives demanding principles where some are this second and others accommodate eternity; so fair our selection our fittest inscriptions at such encrypts and atomic literature.         

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