Wednesday, October 16, 2019

Tragedy Bliss II


this logos-speech this travail or sophists’ miracles our eyes locked and rescued; such rich discernment those appealing auras at treachery so divine its kernel; welkin expedience those few petals as accursed mindful those blessings; either a senseless death or something went awry our garden lacewing begonias; to die in loveless perils so reborn in Derrida or too close to unveiling Jesus; this endless faith nor our firm doubts while a lady is rooting unaware that she might be god; so flanked with pressures adoring a melting mirage while painting frantically; those teal ribbons too much for blue cries while ever a notion into blue aesthetic; so changed in this life re-rescued and slowing pace to come to grips with those analyses; our professors so baptized in something so lucrative as but to ask for one letter confirming religiosity; our theological screams feuding this philosophical department—taken as sunken or sullen a dream in a cave to finally break free; this fatal return attempting liberation while souls cleave to whatsoever comforts; but logos so emphasized as candent fires or lambent springs—our needs for Father, this sun-blossom, where meaning agonizes for humans need her; this small feat this windy claim while a thinking agent needs meaning; something so aflame or something verifying itself where Love can look, break shames, and fall right afore her friend; our minds gunning if but to realize this sea of a few facts; those worth living or those worth dying for as creatures so enlove it feels good to perish this life; our christic highlights our religious interludes so spoken into a specious or actualized unspeakable essence; those days in thinking so dearly I vanish while sudden upon a thought your name; so simultaneous at spiritual allies to realize we die together; our deep realities our visceral eruptions if but to meet an essential a space too afar to grin; but faces dance at miracles and laughter while so attuned to this Third World Underground; to realize in you, this steep understanding, where a man fathoms a postmodern day spiritualist; so cursed in this so earthbound in this while everyone is brought back to this tillage’d earth.

if you exist in me while elsewhere you exist in them than where do you dwell; this unfair question while needing more of you if but to dice come to brains and enflame in you; those clear ideals where Love is angelic despite a feudal attitude; our limbo frontiers so inclined to love dying where such is akin to living; this irregular feeling those irregular charms while something in high demand is worthy of capturing; those tales linked to ethos those persuasions by black knights where essence peaks and demands an audience; so involved in you as a thought invested in you while awakening needing more of you; this sick ass dilemma those sickness roses where a man froze a daisy; such pure frustration in this phallic existence where a yonic queendom becomes so electric; those colors in ritual those fallacies so enchanting or pure rigorous thought flooded by infatuation; as a man with parachutes looking at entrance to lose while Love just needs particular status; this freezing glacier those whetstone tentacles so abased but enlove as dying to break freedoms; our penchant hearts while sullen-free affirmed in one last gasp!

they’ll exist our deaths fueled into this cosmic engine while forced or chased into dungeons; our love so subsuming so curt and obedient if we perish to claim deaths; but freedom this rare elusive calendar those Lamentations our pits our courage our drums to Jeremiah; feuding over letters at great theatrics our stages fevered by determined miseries; at pure that second arranged by epiphanies while Love ached a curse too bitter to digest; our patient arcs those incredible emotions as undercurrents convinced of pathos affiliation; to remove such feelings, to renounce pure injustice, while lingering or escaping in a similar direction.

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