Tuesday, October 15, 2019

Tragic Baptism


Born with resistance, fleeing long roads, advertised to mirrors; such raw characters, living out insanity, questioned by Purpose; a dangling peg, such comfort we thought, realized in pure dissatisfaction; hearts or eyes, core gut or brains, frontal lobes or pouches; to revive in something, to love as never we could, so conditioned by feelings; mind-fire or passion, laughing while uneasy, those frantic facial lines; this misunderstood horizon, this film fed fury, while fighting for decades to move but inches; so fair in decorations, so blessed to rummage hearts, or too convinced about dying in travesty; our running issues, this face as a mask, while hated for something they perceive; as never an inquiry, as pure jurors, while kangaroo courts are erupting worldwide; this emotion in sequences, this rapture in defenses, so alive and needing Fury.

Aborted to ghettoes, fevered and famished, abridged in knowledge—clashing into cacophonies; our reborn eyes, this relentless tribalism, so confessed before an audience; as pure fire, raging in flames, so suggestive so convinced; this new entry, this rehearsed tongue, so devoted to Pentecost; our running ruins, our filthy debris, our dirty absolutions; as caving creatures, about caught in traps, looking for something to defeat fatigue; this tragic realtor, this rented space, so unsure of those inner webs; confused by clarity, contorted into lies, searching into something this supposed life; such aching normality, so threshed by pains, convicted about edges with existent evidence; those tragedies in crimson, this saw at necks, while gunning through another relation; our vital pathologies, our therapeutic undercurrents, or so anti-involvement a man fell into consumption; those gray sunrises, those iridescent apricots, while Love was too located.  

Such terrific risks, lives composed by authors, where nothing is new but ordering of words; to feel disrepute, to gravel an interior mountain, while erasing frantically; those pictures bewailing light, our order seeming too critical, as minds drift reading texts this mystic filter; again, so secluded, or avenues to smiles, re-angered by such distance; at fairer deaths, this depth in men, while so close to rotten cacti; this lonely gruesome desert, those thoughts we heard, while infused by something remarkable; our deceased absolution, this unneeded security, born again to struggle existence; those flowering realizations, this vest so cursed to reason, as souls battling those easy pitfalls; but confidence is firm, so established by years, where one needs to adjust his suit; our collars unrelated, our boots through sludge, or murky marsh mangling conceptions; those friendly badgers, this mental gopher, while concrete is filled with holes.

It was years at darkness, framing circumstance, or so oblivious to design our ears were popping; oak seemed indifferent, sycamore was uneasy, and cypress just gazed over those hills; sap was sticky, underbrush would listen, but undergrowth would scream; at firebrand for comforts, at long suffusing rituals, our homes filled with both sage and Frankincense; those song chains, those small boxes, coming from a sentient line of realities; energy dropping in, eyes cavelike radiance, while approaching an inner division; this space in miracles, those fires at ransom, so accursed with tragic beauty; revalued by self, such ecliptic cries, baptized again in Hebrew; our intimate Fury, our nights with justification, lengthened and longing for some unknowing island; at battle, plus, remorse, feeling angelic essence, where one sat steadily and sprinkled us repeatedly; this rivaling force, if but to hear something seldom said, if but to remember this human security; while becoming sentience, these tiny receptacles, imbued by tragic loses; to hear too clearly, this revived ocean, or those whispering, all encompassing, triumphant eye-maps.           

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