Monday, October 28, 2019

Un-fantasized Postscripts


the tragedy of pigmentation as the tragedy of unkempt love or worse the message sent by hatred; those days roaming those pavements or sung to silence a gentle abrasive kiss; this whisper in dynamite this care so crooked while too selfish I loved as one ruined; so defensive concerning this adoration for ignorance and devastated a culture so mistaken for honesty; arrested by bodily chemistry and dying for one last miracle while sick for abandoned attempting to discount race; a mulatto’s nightmare in another person’s dream while distinctions are made concerning resistance; such for fair those fairer wars and such for brown a trenchant dance and such for dark a grueling challenge; such internal passion and such internal war while we too reverse this curse; so inverted and so external where books and traumas become inward harbingers. I look at lines in this land of lights where they speak to one’s life; those deeper crevices or this depiction in face and eyes or crow’s feet speaking about slavery; so maladjusted and so psycho-dejected where a mirror reminds about insanities; our courage to tillage those internal minds where each thought is placed under surveillance; so uncanny this mental machinery as it splices and chances and holds to positions; where each motion is real so radical those caves while neatly protecting the most peculiar behaviors; to capture a ferret or hug a meerkat at something a dream to get away; those gates so rare those fences so high while pushing and pulling to converse with something forbidden; our days placating or becoming angry or playing chess like geniuses; those doubletalk feathers where ruins depend upon participation but tell this to a three-year-old boy.

the tragedy of existence but how else to win in a city filled with celestial beings; those uncanny people all searching for utopia or suffering from dystopia—this post-apocalyptic land or this village of undead moralists where a preacher wore a mask too heavy to carry; our women as writers our souls as disturbance where a woman’s reservoir is considered designated duties; this touchy topic but a daughter is at wars and many sons are unequipped to advise.

we pity the living and mourn for the dead with little to any evidence concerning existence.

I used to gripe about people and feel a bit subjugated while carrying suffering this well shall appear; at surrogate emotions living surrogate tribulations while held confined by something lacking its crises; at constant reviews looking into futures finding it’s possible to make a few predictions; our souls filled with tacks and our minds dripping facts and our spirits dreaming at us to gaze closer; but some thoughts are cherished and some are desperate for attention while others are hard to divest; but the radio is blaring the television is yammering and the dishwasher is running; our fans are on the tub is in motion and the ceiling is screaming.

it too is the tragedy of unknowingness in this world fraught by impressions where a bright lady pushes at hearts; we never realize our sentence or this process of composing where true genius gets closer and closer to what she has to say; indeed, this language, as but so much, where many souls are serious about writing; the tragedy of ink or the flippancies of scrutiny at something too tragic to erase; our minds needing to comment upon beauty our aesthetics too restricted or finding a person attractive that has proven a mean figure.

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