Tuesday, July 25, 2017

Zero To Swan Hearts

I return to zero, but a soul delirious, by aches musing upon dreams—as screamed a nun, to shy from sin, again by glens peering into swans; to mingle his arc, that fevered rush, as becoming distant this cycle: such are signs, this losing by rest, that lethargic gait—to tread his chorus, this living liturgy, accustomed to silent whispers; to assume a dream, by religiosity, seated at a daughter’s windmill; where kids gather, so facetious by wilderness, at play while mother measures—those internal cues, that endless cure, our sentence becoming our joys.  I return to zero, by filming this phantom, this operation of brains.  I shall love an ache; I shall die immortality; I shall seize eternity—this silent vehicle, as vocal by arts, our feelings becoming our rubrics; while swans pillage, those mobile verses, as etching randomly to become intellectual surgeons.  I’d defang pain, if mortal a brain, while seething it recurrence: that encircled agony; that swooning misery; or arts to life this immortal mother—as chiming with wisdom, to ask precise questions, as by force to alter a sullen mood—where phantoms fade, as drifting through currents, to arrive as able arcs: that beautiful dream, as antsy a mind, while stationed in cemented psychologies—to etch a brain, as cold to fires, while such rejuvenates inhibitions—that lemon agony, as purifying wounds, while one becomes molded by experiences.  I’ll give life; I’ll shatter sky-domes; I’ll bleach impurities—while gifted a sinner, as placed in crucibles, while maneuvering through elders—those parental eyes, this dowry of miseries, while gleaning insatiable joys—that man to deaths, that unnoticed shiver, while praying for a sober transition: our achy souls, splattered in public squares, as accounted for dear light—that mystic musing; that yogi calculating; our beings rapid towards interventions—as debating life, to subsist a spirit, at truths by travails—where father watches, as splayed asunder, while at secrets to maintain swanic futures: this place in minds, that classy archive, a vessel by aches scratching her wrist.  At spaces in time, a soul’s abject, by sour innocence; at edges to freedom, this rifting feeling, to sudden upon a breakthrough: this endless cycle, to occupy space, or muse for hours upon a dragonfly: that shift; those wings; that chlorine agitation: if but to harness, this cautious feeling, to appear with time that mirror’s recognition—to dissect by sickle, those aglets about brains, where love is segue.  I return to zero, asearch for zenith, or some sort of in-between—where absence isn’t pain, but more deprivation, while onlookers appeal to begging the question—while stars are forming, our galaxies to appraise, as crazed for this zeal to fly: that locket singing; those trinkets as utilized; our rituals soaring into heart-impressions: to utter love, while stitching love, abrupt by love.     

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