Thursday, July 13, 2017

We Chase Rainbows, to Build Rainbows, to Becoming Rainbows

Its political arcs, at time with brains, unlocked by wilderness; that soft cadence, upon a harsh volt, while scraping skies—akin to blinding love, that miracle of hearts, purposed as driven asearch for solace: such clammy weather, those shrimps with ranch, that insistent music; to reach by mind, that terrible screech, filtered through bleeding spears: such self-affliction, those delusional cliffs, as to sip for something our minds. I ponder volts, by lance something new, to grapple with wonder. I know for souls, pitted in predicaments, as to strategize by struggles; to pelt a feeling, that petit incipience, while spinning jumping-jacks: that endless rhythm, as captured her gaze, afforded luxuries our aches as slaves. I picture swans, sorting through debris, insofar, as resounding through frustrations; to have that scream, coupled with outbursts, a group of women reciting, “Forgiveness.” That furious run; our curious sun; our delirium hard-won; to account for little, seated with psychologists, our pressure echoing through deliberate motions: those petit gestures; that remote thought; our eyes shifting to avert such gazes: to peer within, this craft of souls, by intelligence courted through experience; to ask of life, this man with issues, as accustomed to reading textures; as silent wolves, or hard-pressed leviathans, at hearts seeping into chaos; that bleeding music, steeping into Agnes, to become a participant; or that inking professor, too wise his lot, while failing to read his agonies; that addict as mother, as kissed his father, while two remained estranged deeply; to repeat his life, as to have hurt a soul, where pain outruns affections. I feel for lost, as nothing unsaid, while at arts those leaking thoughts: by inner blades, leering at Pilates, our bodies molded by deceptions; to awaken his dungeon, as purposed his paradise, while feeling desperate to hear forgiveness; that space in souls, as woes would cry, our adventure nibbling by wires; as performed a vixen, to outwit a fox, our karma distinguishing existence; where a swan gazes, at ears those conundrums, at treasures to decode but a few: that trailing river, as paused our lives, to scrub our palms upon petroglyphs; that deep reversal, as rehearsed our minds, our daughters asking pertinent questions; to have sung our cries, as to have germinated our souls, falling that second those swords as gossip; where Batman dies, our Robins obliterated, where a swan initiates resurrection: that cave of souls; those lost prophets; this thing with making excuses: as died forever, this art as more than dust, at best our existence; where greens for eyes, or beige for eyes, or black to brown eyes—that picture grieving, our mothers waning, this fixture nailed upon our crosses—to sense penchants, as becoming willful, by scars to ice dripping by hearts—that ecliptic moon, as occasioned rites, where perfection kills—those seldom places, as reached with permanence, our tears through reminiscence: that Congo adventure: that indelible web; our minds instructed by Bugs; that place as torn, by forever those storms, as to realize life becomes cartoons: that mischief banter; our gist as comical; those graves while speaking as souls heal; indeed, to love, where love would live, akin to seeing love—as snatched into love, this sin exuding love, where impermanence sides with love.         

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