Monday, July 17, 2017

Picture Life By Feeling Love

I’m skillets by fire, such infatuation, too intimate this feeling; as pash for innocence, that torn explanation, to garner rejection; while born a fever, our scarlet webs, seated, petting a sow: that furious attraction, as died our souls, so infectious forbidden dreams—to scream by passage, this green adventure, eclipsed to feel by cadence new. I’m dungeons by fire, at tears by aesthetics—ravished those caramel flames; to exclude many, as taken by few, a welkin blue flower; insomuch, that arrival, our neighboring planes, effected by wingspan; as air to lungs, or oxygen to leaves—so conflicted such marble madness; a caked existence—that odor bleeding, those limbs but majesty; this place he runs, as addicted-beauty, while reflection seems contorted; that wire seeping, as unraveling roots—so congested our Roman instincts: so filled a butterfly; so instinctive a fire; so close shunned afar—that miracle trespass; that shy transgression; that ecstatic retreat; as, nevertheless, engaged in sadness, as creating volume, but a flicker by purple our skies—where passion weeps, by storms for closure, agaze by turquoise drums. I’m torrents by fire, admiring imagination, and so disappointed; as shivering by trembles, accustomed by fancies, forbidding false existence; that chime that failed, as feeling so tense, this need for fantasies; that shorn escape, our realities pelted, this beating upon concrete for breath. I could to life, as should for oxygen, our forests embedded with doubts; as told for wisdom, to exclaim those measures, as one possessed by beauty: that fabulous sky; those cryptic gestures; that falling by rising to trip by cadence—if but to die, while pleading forgiveness, our adventures seeking newness. I’m terrors by fire, at membrance a soul—but a fool those living eyes; as would a blue jay, or feral a lion, to serenade as songbirds; that symphonic heartbeat, as lived his knowledge, that reference point his core; to know that face, a mirror to an ape—such fancy as miraculous anger; where parrots mimic, as surprising those syllables, where a sentence slips into existence; this newness of life, while purple a dream, at trembles for flames. I’m errors by love—so exclusive by horrors, our cities standing in silence; that slippery garden, as to fever that chance, as, instead, we perish with pride; this space of majesty, at attempting godship, barraged by incoming grenades; to die as living, this inner mechanism, while adrift this anchor slipping through sodden grounds. I found by fire, this mystic attraction, where flowers became instruments; as picking persons, if but to history, to exclaim infatuation: that beige desert; that green oasis; our castles upon islands; insofar, our minds, flickering through passions, afflux another heart-pond: those florid bees; at tragic cadence; at tears that forbidden honey.     

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