Sunday, July 2, 2017

Gnawing

Such by sadness, those plaid’d miracles, to breathe by arcs that tension: those turquoise jeans; that time he cried; our essence by kef too dear for resurrection—as loved by churches, that simple loyalty, our minds suffering menticide; as churned our rivers, or burned our livers, falling to lusts our brains to shiver—where hope would cry, in favor our torments, by meadows our oaken songbird: that cryptic glare, as pursuing his soul, while too removed to love: that shy echo, to chance by flames, our grip by deaths that crashing ecstasy; to die as living, or prisons to minds, our cadence leaping fences; that clashing temperament, or that dance of violence, to touch by chase our tatted fragments: our moons to clouds; our sun to fires; our capture to courts: that plea for years, as opposed to life, by far too evolved to venture; that coarse island, as born to dreams, to awaken reaching for freedoms. I’m soon that shattered mirror, at knees shredding carpet, that room by a thousand psychs, as disgracing phantoms, while pointing by phoenix, to prance flicking a thousand psychologies: that terrifying light; to see as more his life; that woman those feelings that breach—as if we lied, some type of chameleons, entrusted by roots coursing through cemeteries—if by that nose, dripping into puddles, to handkerchief her soul. I’ve known your name, too busy ignoring rain, as falling that session rifting through magic: that candent cry; that torn by choice; our arrogance seeping into compassion: that hectic confidence; that myth that lives; those theories failing our grasps; to apply textbook, while to master affections, reaching as crawling to blend by fates—that captive dungeon, dangling our heartbeats, two for driven screaming out by lungs. We’ve met for beauty, abandoned to sights, greeting for failing that portrait through grime: that inner childhood; those schizophrenics; our mothers a bit to racism: if comes this flame, burning for churning, and turning through axes: that grave flowered in pellets; those clouds flowered in violets; those eyes reaching into turmoil; to do it for deaths, as flowered by lives, to come to gracing a territory of phantoms; to touch his face, by mere rapture, to know by curses this fire. I’m sipping majesty, a palm by walls, this woman too proud to contend—where hell is coming, while Elijah breathes, seated at the King’s stresses: if but a miracle, that gorgeous sight, by methods to forget that gorgeous face; for webs are soaring, while women perish, to know by names this immortal air; indeed, his death, leering at mirrors, to see that shift: that treacherous woman, as a child for few, to win by deaths her graces: if but a broom, as leaping forever, to come to hearts—that tremendous mindcave, those treble terrors, our days at fixing our first twelve months: if but to fly, that exquisite back, his teeth gnawing into flesh.           

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